2011

Weew! How time flies. One minute, I was blowing the holiday horns and then, its 1/1/11. I can't believe that it's officially 2011. It's a new year and it's a sign for better things to come. Well, actually, I don't know if there are good things to come my way, but I am certain that somehow, I will enjoy this year as much as I enjoyed 2010. 

The Quadrro Uno is somewhat significant for me other than IT being day 1 of 2011. 

First and foremost, there are certain things that I would like to jot down here and I would mark them special in any way possible. Further, I would like to share to everyone that this year is going to be the most special year of my life--ditch the bad (hair) days and the downs, because this year is the year where my life makes a permanent turn.

This year, I am turning 23. As far as I can remember, I have made a couple of promises back then that by the time I reach 23 (or I'd rather call it the "point of maturity"), I would be able to achieve some of the things that I want to do in my life.

One of those "things" that I would like to somehow change is me being a smoker. I don't have any issues with that matter and I am not joining any movement or whatsoever banning smoking and promoting a better atmosphere. I have been a smoker for several years now, and believe me, its hard to quit than it looks like. I have promised to myself (in front of my friends) that I would quit smoking the day that I turn 23. But to tell you honestly, I am having no improvements at all. It seems that I am really attached to smoking and no matter what I do, I just can't seem to let go of it.

I know, I am hooked; addicted to the most popular vice in the world. And I can't help it, I am just human; and it goes perfectly well with a hot cup of coffee--especially when I am really stressed out or when I am nervous or when I am anxious about something big that is coming my way. I know, it's really a bad habit that I have inculcated in my system but since it's a promise, I would have to stand up to it. 

I have 6 months and 22 days to accomplish this "mission" and I am looking forward to a successful accomplishment. I know it's going to be tough, but I have to face it and be done with it; and take note, this is not a NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION. This is something more important than that. This is a personal battle that I would have to put an end soon. Wish me luck everyone. *crossing fingers*

PS.

On the day that I'll turn 23, I would give you an update to this post.