Boredom

It really sucks to just sit in front of the computer and just stare at it for no good reason at all. As of today, Facebook is not helping at all; it used to make me preoccupied with the so many activities that I can do in the said social networking site but tonight, they are just not helping me at all. 

I can't help but go blank at times, even when my favorite tunes are buzzing on my headphones, still, I just find the urge to go blank and just stare at nothing like a dead man sitting by the front porch. 

To be fully honest, physically I am blank but my head isn't. There are so many things to think about and yet I don't have the guts to just try and do something to be able to change things and materialize my thoughts in the most possible way. 

As I go to bed, my dreams are somehow a bit nauseating too. Every night, the same dream--over and over again, time after time. It just won't let me go. So, is there any possibility that I would be able to put an end to this boredom? I hope I can find a solution very soon or else...I think I am going to be crazy.