IF

** IF only I was strong enough to stand up on my own, then it wouldn't be so much of a drag as to be the only person in the world that never wants to let go of his family despite all the odds that is being laid down in front of him. 

** IF only my brothers are not that intelligent enough or not being such a braggart when it comes to their achievements, I would like to stay just the way I am and never be compared to them in one way or another. 

** IF only I was permitted to talk back to them, just to reason out and point points, then they would know how I feel towards them.

** IF only FREEDOM wasn't a choice, then I would be having a great time chatting with people whom I know would understand me for better or for worst. 

** IF only I wasn't stuck in this cage for a house, then I would freely come out in the open as if its the only thing that I cared about. 

** IF only, I was me. Then things wouldn't be so hard after all.