New Year's Resolution (draft)

I would have to admit, 2010 is the bomb, though there are still a couple of months left but nevertheless, I enjoyed the year my way and I loved every single minute of it. So, what should I expect on 2011? Change. There are a couple of changes that I want to do and I am laying it down here so that I can track it down and make every single one of them happen, even if it takes swallowing my guts down my throat if I have to. 


1. Cursing. It has become a part of my system and somehow I can't seem to shake it off from me. One thing that I can do in order for me to somehow change the way I look at cursing is to stop it. If i can't stop it might as well minimize it i one way or another. It may just slip out of my tongue but i don't always mean it, OK? So please, cooperate with me. 


2. Negativity. I always think the other way around. I never get to think positively about things and therefore, next year, I am going to do the right thing and that is to be positive about things and will eliminate the "what ifs" in my life. I will go with the flow, I will never worry about anything and just let things happen as they should be.


3. Materialism. Damn, I find happiness in material stuff. I mean, who doesn't? Don't get me wrong, OK? The material things that we crave are only temporary, and we all know that, and I am not an exemption to it. Its not that I don't want to be boastful of the things that I have, its just that, the things that I crave so much are the things that I wasn't able to have way back when I was a kid or younger. I am not talking about toys or anything, I am talking about the things that my friends had way back in grade school and high school. The things that I have always wanted to have but never got the chance to hold in my hands because of several factors that I really don't want to talk about. 


4. Gluttony. Wait, why is this in the list? bwaahhahahahahahaha. xD Ok, seriously, I want to lose weight. I have no idea how much I wantd to lose. All I know is I want to. :P Don't have to expound on this because its self-explanatory. 


5. Patience. Yes, I am sometimes impatient and I don't like it. When I do get impatient, I tend to hurt myself--I bite my hands, I punch walls, I throw things and I throw tantrums every once in a while too. I don't want to hurt myself anymore, thus, I want to change this aspect of mine because really, biting hurts. :(


6. Laziness. I would have to think of something about this one because this is a serious thing to deal. It's the hardest to tackle head-on and its the hardest to accomplish. I should engage myself into sports next year, badminton or swimming or anything...just to be active enough and never be too lazy getting anything done. Any suggestions? I would gladly take it to consideration and make up my mind by January. 


7. Anger. I want to get rid of my angst against the world. Its never healthy and it gives me wrinkles. Maybe, I should practice Capoeira. haha. Self-defense? Far-out!


So far, these are the things that I have in mind that I would like to change come 2011. I don't know if there is going to be anything that I would add on the list later on but so far, these are the ones that I deem important to change and therefore, I will make a move. I will make a stand. Next year is going to be bigger, better and bolder. 2011 = BBB. Watch out for that.