Ungh!

I am completely disappointed with myself and I hate it.

One of the many things that I hate about myself is that I tend to be dumb enough and just go bonkers when the opportunity is right under my nose. My brain goes blank, I stutter, I shake, I get nervous, I get agitate--and the result? Failure!

Ungh! I really hate myself! I know I can do it but why is it that when it's right there, just a meter from me me, everything just crumbles?!