Christmas

I know, we had fun. We exchanged gifts and all that, we ate food that were so mouth-watering and we just spent the night away laughing ourselves out from the gifts that we got from each other; not that the gifts were somehow cheap or what, but it's the way we wrapped them that made it interesting. 

I know, it was not good to take revenge on people, but hey! It somehow pays off to let them know how we felt when they packed their gifts with dried up banana leaves, stones, stripped newspapers, empty body spray cans, and so on; at least they felt the fury of revenge. nyahaha. :P

Going back, I still think it was a fun-filled Christmas day; although there was one thing that I was sad about and that is leaving Ben Simon out of the party. It's sad that he is no longer here with us but wherever he may be, I know he is in a happy place.

Other than that, I was sad that I didn't actually get what I wanted for Christmas. I know it was too much to ask but I was just hoping that somehow, it would be given to me by any chance. Well, I guess it's about time that I believe in the saying: "you don't always get what you want..." no matter how hard you try just to get it. 

There are certain things in life that we should be focusing on instead of the things that we always want. Somehow, Someday it will be given to us in the most unexpected circumstances and in the oddest way possible; that way, we are taken aback, surprised, and most of all, we feel thankful to God who gives us everything we need--in times that we really need it the most. 

So, though my wish was not granted this year, there is always next year to look forward to. Though I am a bit shattered with all the false hopes and dreams, I am still very eager to look forward to my uncertain future because I know, I still have the people with me who will be tagging along my journey next year and I know I can trust on them. They may never come close to loving me the way that I wanted someone to, at least, they love me just  the way I want them to.