Merry-Making!

Although Christmas is over, New year is on it's way. I don't know if I am really up for merry-making but I think, I would have to make the most out of what I can contribute to end the celebration successfully.

One of the things that somehow bothers me is my uncertain future. Honestly, I really need to land a job soon, or its the dumps for me since I still don't have any future plans on going back to school and finish my degree. Yes, to those who don't know yet, I am an undergraduate of my degree in Mass Communication; I am currently on my 3rd year and; Yes, I still don't have any plans of going back to that wretched school that I attended to. 

There are a couple of things that I really need as of the moment--that would somehow help me keep up with the things that I am involved with online--and there is no doubt that the only way I can "HAVE" them is by landing a job somewhere. 

Honestly, I don't care whether Fate will throw me off the island or bring me somewhere else in the island; all I care about is to get a job and earn some cash and maybe--JUST MAYBE--I would go back to school and get that damn diploma. There really is a big difference when you get a diploma and land a decent job somewhere than just getting a job without one.

From the way I see it, it somehow makes you feel proud to be IN that job with a diploma at hand rather than being there because you are just too qualified for it. 

There are times as well that I feel so frustrated and disappointed with myself for the fact that I am just not that good enough--even though I know, I can do it. 

Am I talking to myself again?

Therefore, I conclude, I shall fly come January--whatever it takes!