Thank you

Isn't it awkward when someone like me who strives and lives everyday of my life cursing and screaming "F*** the World!" or "Screw you, B**ches!" say the words "Thank you" every once in a while? Well, I suddenly experienced that feeling right now--right this very instant--and it seemed like I feel butterflies in my stomach. 

No, I am not IN LOVE. But I am trying to be.

Either way, I would still like to thank all those who helped me become who I am. Who are they? My friends. I know, I can hear your screams out there saying I should thank God and my family for bringing me onto this world and giving me life that I, personally, dislike by all possible means. You know what, I am thankful to God and my family too. But just so you know, sometimes, I don't feel like thanking them in one way or another; and I never wanted to talk about family nor talk about God on a daily basis because that would be a sin, right?

Anyways, I would like to thank my friends for making me who I am. They may never be always there to help me out when I am in deep S**t but nevertheless, they somehow helped me push myself further and become who I am now. 

They say friends are for keeps; yes, I would have to agree on that in certain circumstances but not all the time. Some of my friends have become so mature that their way of thinking, somehow gets in the way of our friendship nowadays. They are being blinded by poverty, the need to need, the pleasure of sex, the happiness in material things and somehow forgot the old days where we used to sit by the park and just waste several hours a day to laugh and to be just who we really are.

I don't have to mention names as they have the most common names ever. Well, I would mention them anyway for you to have an idea as to how common there names are. 

1. Cathy. In my opinion, this name is, I think, one of the most popular names in the entire universe. I know several--and I mean it--people who goes by the name (or pseudonym) Cat, Cathy, and Catherine and Honestly, they make me dizzy. 

2. Carla. Another name that is so common, gays even take it as their own when comes the night that they would just party their assess away for all its worth--2 grands perhaps? or even more.

3. Hannah. Montana; just kidding. See how her name is so common that even the most popular teen star shares it with her. 

4. Marie Dawn. Both names makes me sick. Its not that I despise her existence or something, but hello? ungh. Never mind. 

5. Ruthergen. I know you are thinking, how can this name be common? Let's face it, when we meet someone who bares a name that you can barely utter or even remember, or find hard to holla at when you see him/her on the streets, we tend to use suffixes of their names and that's what makes them common. Gen, Jenny, Gen2? Get out. 

6. Arianne. hello? It's way too girly. haha. I don't have a grudge on you yanz but I can't help but include your name. I know, by the time you get to read this, you would agree to my opinion that you don't deserve this name. :P

Anyways, these are the people that made me who I am and I am thankful to them--OK, tagaan ug chance--and to God as well for giving me them instead of those bubble-headed freaks around school. 

To these people right here, thank you. Because of what you did, I am inspired and motivated to somehow struggle in this thing that they call LIFE. You may never always be there for me, but my thoughts of you all keep telling me that someday, that skyscraper will be mine. I love you all. Wish you are all here so that we can cuddle up and all. I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH--the old you.